Sunday, July 13, 2008

Learning, Living, Leaving

I've realized through my explorations as a naturalist, that people like to share their story. I'm becoming more willing to listen nowadays. Not just hear, but truly listen. People come from all over the world to the Valley, filled with opinions, passions, and perspectives. It's truly eye-opening.
I can't really begin to describe this place, these people, and the lessons I'm daily learning. I'm been taught more by the mountains than all of my years of education combined. There's something that is in my spirit now that could never be attained in the classroom. I understand the importance of schooling, and I truly appreciate the chances I've been given. However, there's something so powerful, majestic even, about where I live and what I do that no textbook could have ever prepared me for. It's absolutely freeing.

I'm so extremely content exploring this land! I have an unquenchable thirst for scenic landscapes. I think I'll remain happy if I continue exploring. I thought Colorado was it, afterwards I'll go back to Wisconsin with new found inner peace and inspiration. No. This summer has only heightened my lust for exciting new places. Colorado is not a means to an end, it's the beginning of some really great adventures that I feel required to take to live without regrets. It'll be hard to go back to Wisconsin, even though I really sincerely miss my friends. However, when I return, I hope I'll be more determined to excel at all my pursuits because I now realize that they will only help me to further my journeys. I want to stay here, but I understand that its necessary to leave.
So, there it is, my great duality of thoughts about coming to, living in, and leaving Colorado.
"One reason the West has prospered is that the weak, the timid, the hesitating, the doubtful, the suspicious have always stayed at home, while the brave, the resolute and determined have struck out when opportunities beckoned."-1909 Denver and Rio Grande Railroad brochure